Yesterday I was in the middle of editing a longish essay I’d tentatively titled “The Seriousness of Play”, when I had to stop working on it because I suddenly wasn’t in the mood for it any longer.

That’s not unusual – I’m always working on so many different things that I often toss some of them aside when I’m stuck, or just need to step back from something until it’s fresh again, rather than sit still and wait for it to work. Inertia is the writer’s worst enemy, after all. But it was the mood thing that struck me as ironic – here I was writing a piece about play, and had to push away from it simply because I was cranky.

I haven’t laughed a lot lately. And I’m always laughing. I don’t know whether it’s a sign of overwork1, a lack of leisure time and activities2, taking myself too seriously3, or some combination of the three.

In any case, something is feeding on my sense of humor and my playful nature, which is the engine of my creativity. If I don’t figure out what this “succubus of seriousness” is and how to defeat it, it’s going to be a long winter.

  1. Yes, I have been working too hard.
  2. No, I haven’t done anything fun for myself lately.
  3. Yes, I fall into that trap from time to time.
posted 11/25/08 at 12:36pm to Me me me, Writing · 1 reply · permalink

They’ve always been here

It is hard for the mind to grasp … a population which may be as numerous as the human race, which pursues its own strange life in its own strange way, and which is only separated from ourselves by some difference of vibrations.
-Sir Arthur Conan Doyle 

Chapter 6 of Mr. Abernathy is now available for download. Share and enjoy.

posted 11/17/08 at 10:04am to Books, Me me me, Writing · 0 replies · permalink


My night is beginning to resemble a “choose your own adventure” book:

If you decide to force-quit the application BBEdit, turn to page 9.
If you decide to sit there and wait while the Spinning Beachball of Death
twirls around for all eternity, turn to page 10…

posted 11/16/08 at 11:17pm to Mac nerdery, Slightly Too Long For Twitter · 0 replies · permalink

Vet’s Day

Thanks, Grandpa. Thanks, Dad.

posted 11/11/08 at 10:17am to Random · 0 replies · permalink

Taking risks

If you are out of trouble, watch for danger.

Chapter 5 of Mr. Abernathy is now available for download. Share and enjoy.

posted 11/7/08 at 11:02am to Books, Me me me, Writing · 0 replies · permalink